twist and turn..

Hay, I thought it was easy being a mother .. that's the idea I have in mind when I first knew that I was pregnant.. I was really excited knowing that I can bear a child inside of me, of course afraid too coz there's a lot of changes to come into my life, " the child is not a child anymore" .



Until my child came into this world, first time I saw her I cried because at last I was able to see her and held her in my arms, she was the very thing to me that time.. I want to give her everything, I want to be ther on her monthly birthdays as we celebrate it.. When she reaches the age of one year old she is showing a lot of things that makes us happy and sometimes annoyed us especially me..



I'm not the only one who takes care of her, there's my mom to help me especially when she's showing tantrums, I really hate that, I don't want her when she's crying or should I say she's screaming!!! Of course mama to the rescue.. Maybe that is the reason why Haille is lola's girl because I could not stand her when she's like that..



Until now Im still struggling when she's being a brat, sometimes I tend to spank her, yes, I sometimes did.. " tao lang naman po ako, nauubos din ang pasensya".. Siguro nga yun dapat ang matutunan ng bawat ina at magiging ina, ang magkaroon ng mahhhhhhhhaaaaaabang pasensya...